it's all about yesterday and today

it is a wonderful morning. i woke up early and had a shower. while i walk into the shower room, i fold a criket was stopping next to the door.i was so frightened and don't know what i wanted to do. no one at home, so i decided to had a quick shower and rush out from that awful shower room. my heart was thumping and jumping up and down at that moment when i saw that cricket. i wonder why i need to fear of such a small little things. It wont hurt me at all, just when it jumps, i scare the hell out of myself. Then, i was planning to go to Uni today, but i change my mind again and stay at home, trying to finish my 1500 words of my 3103 assignment which due on Friday~ God, please help me and provide me wisdom and knowledge. i can do better and i need to have confident on myself too!! God'd i don't want to compare with others of what i ve got now!!! this only made me feel even stress out by myself. on one will understand me. Only u, Lord. i need your encouragement and i need your Mighty Power for my daily lives. U are always great!!! i praise u, Jesus~

Thanks God. i received a phone call from Nursing home today. i was offered whether i was willing to escort the resident to the eye clinic at TQEH tomorrow morning, i was just praise the Lord for giving me the opportunity for not staying at home being stress by myself. I thank you ,Lord. You always there for me when i am in trouble. I have to continue to read bible and know Thy more. and bring Rohan to know everything about Thy. But i need your strength and almight hands to heal him.

Yesterday, i click on the application about" GOd wants you to know.." i received a wonderful word from You Lord. i have been blessed and the first thing coming out from my mind was, "Am i" ? then i continue to read through the message, i realised that it is quite meaningful for me. i relax me from being depressed. at that times, i have nothing to say, just thank you Lord from being listening and by my side wherever i go~ u are always with me!.

And now, i am sitting in my room, doing my assignment, Lord, can u help me with my skills of writing those essay and hand it in on Friday. i have no one to help, only you Lord. i talk to you, and u are listening to me.. but i cant hear u~ i dont know how i can do to listen to you voice.

another thing is, one of my friend, he is a friendly person from other country. i told Lord i need a good friend. i counldnt find one from one and then after Eve left me here in Adelaide. i wonder when i will get a female good and my best friend here to keep each other company besides my BF.

i need someone to help and understand me well by my side. till here. write again soon.

kellychl